Smile Ur Way
As I wrote in my last post.......its time to make few indelible memories, a time to make every relation alive, forgetting all the mishaps and creating new ones (mishaps???). Well before that am plugging away in accommodating myself in this old place among unknowns. Its hard for a person like me to get the things back on track...... of course am trying my best. I wish myself all the best in achieving the goals, perhaps more importance is the confidence. Although am not the lost face in the crowd neither am in the lime light, still am alone........alone in the group of friends. Am I really alone???
No!!!
Not really, coz every time I am surrounded by many ....... or I should say am surrounded by the angels, ( I believe in angels, the one sent by heaven. I am surrounded by them and I call them my best friends.) Well, now you must be thinking what the crap is this.......at one point am saying am alone and at the other surrounded by the "best friends"????
Well won't confuse you anymore, the theme is that although am living with my gang and every other second there is some conspiracy going in my mind, still at the heart core, am alone...... may be coz my sweetheart is there ......away from me...... or may be coz my frequency doesn’t match with any of them(among the gang)........or may be its just like any other phase of life.........whatever it be, but for the time its weakening me.........while increasing the frequency of posts on the blog. [:P]
Today, I was wondering that nobody or hardly a few might be knowing what phase am I going through......still am happy with the attitude of people. Earlier it used to be a matter of concern for me but today I am least bothered about that.
What a strange part of life is this......when you yourself don’t bother about this worldly world.........and that’s a time when "We put walls around our heart, not just to be safe from the hurt, but to find who cares enough to break them down".
NB: Don't interpret anything weird from this, these are simply arbit thoughts which I tried to tie into an idea.
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