Thursday, October 27, 2005
Am I outlandish??
Sometimes this world appears strange to me, the worldly affairs simply knock me out. Even there are moments when I feel myself unable to tackle the situations or the most familiar and natural things appear the most strange , and this is the time when I start running away from people , from places , and sometimes from myself too. Why does it happen so? Does everyone feel like this only or am I not of this world or the world is not my kind?
People express themselves through their acts but never could I.People convey their feelings by their words but I could never ; never ever was I able to utter a single word expressing myself. Its not that I am afraid of things or I am treated differently , neither my parents brought me up outside this world. Still I could never relate myself to the certain human feelings of possessiveness or the craze of something, sometimes called madness. I never feel that I could be possessive for anything , from my love to my choices, nothing. Or should I say nothing exists on this earth that can drive me crazy! But I never find any reason behind all this absurd or the dull behaviour (in the language of the present world) of mine. Neither could I relate this nature of mine to any particular instance. I know that I am a bit shy but still I am able to maintain a few really good relations.
Some of my near and dear ones say I am a cool, mature person who takes everything in the best possible way. Is such a behaviour or calmness a good and acceptable criteria for maturity of a cool and calculative mind?
Posted by khushi ::
5:29 PM ::
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