I think this is going to be my last post her......after this am bidding a goodbye to the world of blogging.....
may be now onwards u may not find this blog, but surely no new post............unfortunately this blog cudnt even complete a single year of its existence......or even if it did......it wont be updated.
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Monday, July 24, 2006
Lonesome.
As I wrote in my last post.......its time to make few indelible memories, a time to make every relation alive, forgetting all the mishaps and creating new ones (mishaps???). Well before that am plugging away in accommodating myself in this old place among unknowns. Its hard for a person like me to get the things back on track...... of course am trying my best. I wish myself all the best in achieving the goals, perhaps more importance is the confidence. Although am not the lost face in the crowd neither am in the lime light, still am alone........alone in the group of friends. Am I really alone???
No!!!
Not really, coz every time I am surrounded by many ....... or I should say am surrounded by the angels, ( I believe in angels, the one sent by heaven. I am surrounded by them and I call them my best friends.) Well, now you must be thinking what the crap is this.......at one point am saying am alone and at the other surrounded by the "best friends"????
Well won't confuse you anymore, the theme is that although am living with my gang and every other second there is some conspiracy going in my mind, still at the heart core, am alone...... may be coz my sweetheart is there ......away from me...... or may be coz my frequency doesn’t match with any of them(among the gang)........or may be its just like any other phase of life.........whatever it be, but for the time its weakening me.........while increasing the frequency of posts on the blog. [:P]
Today, I was wondering that nobody or hardly a few might be knowing what phase am I going through......still am happy with the attitude of people. Earlier it used to be a matter of concern for me but today I am least bothered about that.
What a strange part of life is this......when you yourself don’t bother about this worldly world.........and that’s a time when "We put walls around our heart, not just to be safe from the hurt, but to find who cares enough to break them down".
NB: Don't interpret anything weird from this, these are simply arbit thoughts which I tried to tie into an idea.
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
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After some dilly-dallying am back here....
Today when i was just rearranging my room, the memoirs made me nostalgic. I read somewhere, any place in the world is not new unless u don't have any friend out there.... But this place is neither strange for me nor i have those very good friends here.....then what i call this.....Today also whenever i think of starting something, few names come to my mind to ask for suggestions.....but when i look for them, i find none.
Whenever i leave for "Lanka", i feel obligatory to ask "Do u need anything??" or "Will u like to go out with me?".......but as i am to open my mouth, i realise that the people whom i was to ask are not there.It seems puerile, but it happens naturally. Only remedy to this, is an hard-headed approach, keeping eyes and ears open and a will to succeed.
It happens with many, that you are in a mid way of some thought and people assume that you are day-dreaming about past events.....or simply getting disheartened at moments which once filled your day. And then people try to console you (which is the most stupid thing i suppose, coz no one can replace any other and nothing can make time to revert back). I agree that pondering over the past is not accepted, but sometimes it can be as useful as a medicine in cold......
I know, am not thinking practically, but i am sure everyone would have felt like this atleast once in his/her life....may be while leaving home for college, or college for a job or higher studies....but am feeling so in an odd situation like this, when am in college for the final year of graduation...time to make indelible memories....the most cherishable and momentous days of life.......
Well i could not find an apt caption for this....kindly give one with your comments. [:P]
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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
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Its been a long time since i wrote something, can say am deviating from the writing habits....
Hope to post some new thoughts on this place....till then
bbye
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Saturday, April 29, 2006
Sssshhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Silence........
Sometimes it just touches your heart. There are moments when we all try our best to make ourselves the loudest of all in the chaos of life, contrary there are moments when we want to give perfect rest to our ear drums leaving them in the world of deafs. And just listen to nature, having a coversation with it which may not last for more than few seconds or minutes. The roars of the thunder, the hissing sound of blowing wind, the sound of falling rain drops and in the last but the important one the silence of the soil ...... waiting for the rains , the tears of sky. The dry soil simply absorbs them like a mother engosses her child in her arms. But there are moments when this silence simply becomes one of your best partners and you unknowingly love to hide in it........ while there are times when it becomes a slayer that kills one slowly with its silence........ Silence can be the best support in life when you have no one to look upto......while it can be the worst thing to go with....
So in the end it simply depends on person what to choose..... a silence that can kill you or a silence that leaves you with new dreams, new thoughts???
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